Sunday, August 27, 2006
' UNFAITHFUL ' by Rihanna
Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
cause it seems that wrong
really loves my company
Hes more than a man
and this is more than love
the reason that this guy is blue
the clouds are rolling in
because I'm gone again
and to him I just can't be true
and I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
a murderer
I feel it in the air
as I'm doing my hair
preparing for another day
A kiss up on my cheek
He's here reluctantly
as if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A liar didn't have to tell
Because we both know
where I'm about to go
and we know it very well
cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
a murderer
His trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore (anymore)
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
a murderer (a murderer)
No no no no
Yeah yeah yeah
My Bu+t3rFly fly aw4y @6:36 PM;
Sunday, August 20, 2006
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>
When I was 7 they said that I was strange
I noticed that my eyes and hair weren't the same
I asked my parents if I was okay
They said you're more beautiful and that's the way
They show that they wish that they had you're smile
So my confidence was up for a while
I got real comfortable with my own style
I knew that they were only jealous 'cos…
People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then so are you,
So are you
There was a time when I felt like I cared
That I was shorter than everyone there
People made me feel that life was unfair
And I did things that made me ashamed
Cos I didn't know my body would change
I grew taller than them in more ways
But there will always be the one that will say
Something bad to make them feel great
People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then so are you,
So are you
People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then so are you,
So are you
Everybody talks bad about somebody and
Never realise how it affects somebody and
You bet it wont be forgotten
Envy is the only thing it could be
People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then so are you,
So are you
People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then so are you,
So are you
My Bu+t3rFly fly aw4y @5:13 PM;
<< in the end >>
it starts with one thing
i don't know why
it doesn't even matter
how hard you try
keep that in mind
i designed this rhyme
to explain in due time
all i know
time is a valuable thing
watch it fly by
as the pendulum swings
watch it count down
to the end of the day
the clock ticks life away
it's so unreal
didn't look out below
watch the time go
right out the window
trying to hold on,
but didn't even know
wasted it all just
to watch you go
i kept everything inside and
even though i tried,
it all fell apart
what it meant to me will
eventually be a
memory of a time when
i tried so hard
and got so far
but in the end
it doesn't even matter
i had to fall
to lose it all
but in the end
it doesn't even matter
one thing,
i don't know why
it doesn't even matter
how hard you try,
keep that in mind
i designed this rhyme,
to remind myself how
i tried so hard
in spite of the way
you were mocking me
acting like i was
part of your property
remembering all the
times you fought with me
i'm surprised it got so (far)
things aren't the way
they were before
you wouldn't even
recognise me anymore
not that you
knew me back then
but it all comes
back to me (in the end)
you kept everything inside
and even though i tried,
it all fell apart
what it meant to me will
eventually be a
memory of a time when i
i tried so hard
and got so far
but in the end
it doesn't even matter
i had to fall
to lose it all
but in the end
it doesn't even matter
i've put my trust in you
pushed as far as i can go
for all this
there's only one thing you should know
i've put my trust in you
pushed as far as i can go
for all this
there's only one thing you should know
i tried so hard
and got so far
but in the end
it doesn't even matter
i had to fall
to lose it all
but in the end
it doesn't even matter
My Bu+t3rFly fly aw4y @4:30 PM;
Linkin Park - Numb
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me
Holding too tightly afraid to lose control
Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
And I know
I may end up failing too
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
I've become so tired so much more aware
I've becoming this all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
I've become so numb I can't feel you there
Is everything what you want me to be
My Bu+t3rFly fly aw4y @4:24 PM;
<>
I don’t know who to trust your surprise
Everyone feels so far away from me
Happy thoughts sift through dust and the lies
Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit
Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring time between
And how trying to put my trust
in you just takes so much out of me
Take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you
Tension is building inside steadily
Everyone feels so far away from me
Happy thoughts forcing their way out of me
Trying not to break but I’m so tired of this deceit
Every time I try to make myself get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the tiring time between
And how trying to put my trust
in you just takes so much out of me
Take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you
I won’t waste myself on you
You
You
Waste myself on you
You
You
I’ll take everything from the inside and throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you
Everything from the inside and just throw it all away
Cuz I swear for the last time I won’t trust myself with you
You
You
My Bu+t3rFly fly aw4y @4:20 PM;
<<7 Years & 50 Days>>
Seven years and fifty days
The time is passing by
Nothing in this world could be
As nice as you and I
Bridge:
And how could we break up like this
And how could we be wrong
So many years, so many days
And I still sing my song
Chorus:
Now I run to you
Like I always do
When I close my eyes
I think of you
Such a lonely girl
Such a lonely world
When I close my eyes
I dream
I'll return to you
Like I always do
When I close my eyes
I think of you
Such a lonely girl
Such a lonely world
When I close my eyes
I dream of you
Seven years and fifty days
Now just look at me
Another girl I used to be
So then what do you see
Bridge:
And how could we break up like this
And how could we be wrong
So many years, so many days
And I still sing my song
Chorus:
Now I run to you
Like I always do
When I close my eyes
I think of you
Such a lonely girl
Such a lonely world
When I close my eyes
I dream
I'll return to you
Like I always do
When I close my eyes
I think of you
Such a lonely girl
Such a lonely world
When I close my eyes
I dream of you
My Bu+t3rFly fly aw4y @4:11 PM;
BREAKING THE HABIT
Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I m picking me apart again
You all assume
I m safe here in my room
(unless I try to start again)
I don t want to be the one
The battles always choose
Cause inside I realize
That I m the one confused
I don t know what s worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don t know why I instigate
And say what I don t mean
I don t know how I got this way
I know it s not alright
So I m
Breaking the habit
Tonight
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again
I ll paint it on the walls
Cause I m the one at fault
I ll never fight again
And this is how it ends
I don t know what s worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don t know how I got this
I ll never be alright
So I m
Breaking the habit
Breaking the habit
Tonight
My Bu+t3rFly fly aw4y @4:10 PM;
Sunday, August 06, 2006
hms guess tis is the 4 or 5 post ii posted ?!? yeahx. hahax.. oso dunnoex wad tuhh post =.= . hmmrps. jus hope tt can c them ; soon =] hahax. cher day cuming le. finally gonna hav gathering.. yep. long time nvr c. ii mean our class de 6C'o4 loves them =X hahax.. ii oso dunnoex wad to type. guess ii end here le. btw shane dun even noe how to spell ms vasanthi name =X dun let him noe ii type tis. ltr kor cumm kill me! XD hahax. budhen the fact larhx. own cher name dunnoex hwo to spell.. diao . hahax stop my craps here!
My Bu+t3rFly fly aw4y @10:13 PM;
hms guess tis is the 4 or 5 post ii posted ?!? yeahx. hahax.. oso dunnoex wad tuhh post =.= . hmmrps. jus hope tt can c them ; soon =] hahax. cher day cuming le. finally gonna hav gathering.. yep. long time nvr c. ii mean our class de 6C'o4 loves them =X hahax.. ii oso dunnoex wad to type. guess ii end here le. btw shane dun even noe how to spell ms vasanthi name =X dun let him noe ii type tis. ltr kor cumm kill me! XD hahax. budhen the fact larhx. own cher name dunnoex hwo to spell.. diao . hahax stop my craps here!
My Bu+t3rFly fly aw4y @10:13 PM;
